The extent to which my 'parents' are toxic and dysfunctional sickens me. Ultimately, pity should be the predominant sentiment, because any individual that could act so heinous and disgusting, particularly to their own child, is severely and profoundly sick. But I am not there yet. I'm trying to get there, I even see myself at that perspective, it just disgusts me when I think of the countless times they maliciously set out to hurt and sabotage me. They are bonded together by their shared misery. Neither one of the toxic duo wants to see anyone else happy. They perpetuate their own unhappiness because misery loves company. They truly are their own punishment in life. In an effort to maintain the sham, the toxic duo desperately tries to feign love for one another but really it's nothing more than a trauma bond. Neither my 'father' or my 'mother' is capable of feeling true, genuine love in any capacity. Hence, their vile ways. It must be a dark and lonely place to be the narcissist or the henchman. I have zero interest, whatsoever, in dealing with them ever again.
Poison!
A sadist
I like to call her mother gothel she's isolated me from the world lied to me about it. I'm always afraid of getting kidnapped. Unfortunately it's not even the worst things, but 4 days after my 18th birthday I ran away. And with every passing hour I'm so glad I left my tower.
I call them the CULT CREW.....I am no longer a follower.
Hi Michelle and all! I stumbled across you on YouTube and felt very fortunate to have done so. The youngest of 4 with a gap of 9 years between the next youngest and me, I spent a lonely childhood trying to fit in with my elder siblings. My Dad is 100 years old and is a narcissist. My Mum passed in 2016. Without filling you in with the whole sorry tale, I have been ostracized by all 3 siblings. I know my Dad probably stirs it up when I'm not around but I still love him deeply. I'm not sure why! Thank you for a safe haven, a place to be understood and valued for the kindness I have …